I find it easy to hate myself all of the time. it’s just one of the most simple thing that a man like me can do considering that I’ve always failed over and over when it comes to what I really want to do at the end of the day. it would not really be a bad thing for me to fail over and over again because the truth is that I am a man who don’t really deserve anything in my life and would probably not able to love a woman just because I feel like a victim all of the time. I know that is a loser kind of attitude. There seems to be nothing that I can do about it. It has always stuck around in my mind that I would probably be a single person all my life. I do accept the fact of how bad I am as a person already and how much problems that I have all of the time. but at the end of the day things are really going forward and I want to make sure that it would happen to me that I would have a woman who can enjoy my company even though we both know that I am a loser and can’t do anything that can impress her at all. It’s a hard thing to realise. But by now I really am not able to handle life properly. I’ve been around people who made me feel bad all of the time and it’s one of the worst feelings that I could ever had. I know that I am a very fortunate person when it comes to love and my life. It would really mean a lot to me to have a person like a London escort around me. I don’t know how I was able to meet a London escort in the first place. But right now it feels like it’s a thing that I have to do. She is the kind of person who does not really want to waste my time at all. I know what I have to around her and knowing her and everything about her seems to be working out for me really well. I did not believe at life and love in the past. There was so many negative energy that was inside my head that was slowly eating me away little by little. but at the end of the day I was really glad to see that a London escort was not really ready to give up in me. I would hate to see my London escort go away from me. she is too good for me and I always wish that the both of us can always go through together and we would be able to have a lot of fun that can help each other out have a pleasant time at the end of the day. There are things that I want to do with a London escort that I love the most.